2012-02-07T19:42:41Z http://pornstudblog.com/comments/atom.aspx Quick Blogcast tag:www.pornstudblog.com,2011-04-12:7508966 Jono 2011-04-12T13:46:34Z 2011-04-12T13:46:34Z I was so pleased to read this after a long silence. I must admit to some concern. As always, I find your honesty in expressing your emotions, touches me deep to the core of my being. Recently I met up with an old friend, whom I had not seen for about 20 years. I hauld out the box of photos [I know that really dates me!!] and we relived the good/bad times shared with friends. As you say, all those we meet, some only passing by, fleetingly, like one-night-stands, touch us in some way, and if we are lucky, leave an imprint on our hearts. Stay strong. tag:www.pornstudblog.com,2011-04-07:7123239 AJ Llewellyn http://www.ajllewellyn.com 2011-04-07T15:11:50Z 2011-04-07T15:11:50Z Nick, this is so beautiful. So pleased to see you are writing and so hauntingly well, too. This was a wonderful post. I love the idea of Priests of Nothing. It takes the power away from the pain of the past. Can't wait to read mote! tag:www.pornstudblog.com,2011-04-06:7064987 royster 2011-04-07T04:43:45Z 2011-04-07T04:43:45Z this is so beautifully written...like the thoughts of my own i had not even put to words. Thanks for this. i have to subscribe now. tag:www.pornstudblog.com,2011-03-29:6577270 MH 2011-03-30T06:52:41Z 2011-03-30T06:52:41Z My condolences on your loss... tag:www.pornstudblog.com,2010-12-12:4114255 jolip 2010-12-12T18:02:50Z 2010-12-12T18:02:50Z Nick- What a brave and moving post. You're an inspiration to all who are sober or seeking to be so. I have always respected your honesty and emotional vulnerability - and this simply enhances my thoughts and feelings in that regard. <br /> <br /> On a lighter note- I wanted to offer my congratulations to you for making the top ten on theBigTickleBlog@blogspot survey. You seem to continue to grow in popularity in all corners of our community.<br /> <br /> Wishing you the best. tag:www.pornstudblog.com,2010-10-19:3804771 mr Pam 2010-10-20T01:31:39Z 2010-10-20T01:31:39Z big hugs to you Nick. that was so sweet, i'm sorry that you didn't get to see your dad one last time but i have a feeling he loves you a lot, has always loved you and been so proud - and now you have the best guardian angel to watch over you!<br /> big hugs &amp; love...<br /> mr. Pam tag:www.pornstudblog.com,2010-10-19:3797973 Jono 2010-10-19T11:24:53Z 2010-10-19T11:24:53Z At 64 years of age I found your story very moving and ended up weeping, with floods of memories of my own father. I did not see him at his end and also felt there was much unresolved between us. He was a binge drinker, who was ruined by his addiction. In retrospect I know he loved me, and I forgave him long ago. In many ways I feel that I became the man I am, because of him. I strove to prove to myself that I could rise above the circumstances of my childhood and youth and today I can proudly say that I did.<br />Nick, I am so proud of you, that you continue to grow from stength to strength, not only in your own recovery, but for the depth of your sincerity and wisdom that is apparent in your writing. But then, let me tell you, as one who knows these things, yours is a very old soul!! You are here to show a way of "doing" life. Go well! tag:www.pornstudblog.com,2010-10-18:3794164 AJ Llewellyn http://www.ajllewellyn.com 2010-10-19T06:08:23Z 2010-10-19T06:08:23Z Dear Nick,<br /> Your blog has moved me to tears. I am so sorry you lost your Dad but I am honestly touched that you have a boyfriend who encouraged you to go visit your father. I believe in heaven, I believe in love and I believe love is everlasting. Your dad still loves you and he knows you wanted to see him. Your words are beautiful and I know he hears your voice, just as you hear his. I am so sorry he left before you got the chance to say goodbye. Hold your memories of him close and forgive him for his demons. I'm so sorry for your loss. tag:www.pornstudblog.com,2010-10-18:3791935 Ric 2010-10-19T00:28:37Z 2010-10-19T00:28:37Z "Cancer", "Breaking-Up", "Wondering- When, Where & How" major strains on anybodies mind and being. Lost my Mom to the "C" word and it was mental nightmare for a long time. But on the other side, I have many wonderful memories of her and family. tag:www.pornstudblog.com,2010-10-01:3692066 A female fan 2010-10-01T08:48:42Z 2010-10-01T08:48:42Z Where are you Nick? Hope everything is ok. I was wondering since you're not in the escorting business anymore, and you're not filming with other actors anymore, if you might reveal the subject of your blind item from last year, or maybe give a few more hints. <br />Hope you're back soon.